Wednesday Novel Update
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![Day 71, Happiness. [BoB]](https://balakarthiga.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/07/happiness.jpg?w=206)
I do not remember the last time I felt so happy. I didn’t even know that it was possible for me to hold such large amounts of excitement, and that my tiny body was even capable of containing the intensity of such emotions. Before you think that I just landed a million dollar book deal,
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A lot of people in the world havetaught me that crying, asking for help and showing that one was not all right, was a sign of weakness. Some even saw it as a failure. Right now, I feel like it’s the exact opposite.
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![Day 37, Life’s Too Short. [BoB]](https://balakarthiga.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/06/life-is-short.jpg?w=259)
There isn’t any significant update about my manuscript yet, but I may potentially have some good news soon, IF things go the way I hope they do. A couple of days ago, I was hit with the sudden realization that life was too short. And this realization has wounded me quite deeply because it
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![Day 23, Snails and Regrets. [BoB]](https://balakarthiga.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/06/lily.jpg?w=580)
What do you do when you fear losing something that you never had? It’s going to sound complicated, but that’s just the phase that I’m stuck in. I’m regretting the steps that I never took, the luck that never was mine and the things that I never had. What’s more, rolls of irrational fear of losing
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![Day 01, Bride of the Battalions. [BoB]](https://balakarthiga.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/05/wp_20150109_004.jpg?w=1024)
It’s been a very depressing week. It’s been more than a month since I’ve finished the first draft of my novel and things have got a lot complicated since. It’s not fear, doubt and failure that’s depressing me, but rather the lack of motivation, butchering of the spirit, and the ill treatment of my manuscript
Bala karthiga M 